fun with photoshop ! 2 !

3 dogs sharing a pair of eyes and a chapalang of brushes. hahahah ! :D

Hello Pussycat in the bubble !

fun with photoshop !

First Lesson: Hello Pussycat ! :D

A ball made from scratch in illustrator. Bubbles! :D

rant

A certain event happened today, that has frustrated me so, hence egging me to write this entry.

Case: Unbeknownst to Girl A, Boy uses Girl A's phone to take pictures with Girl B and jokingly saves it as Wallpaper - Without malicious intent. Girl A finds out and throws a hissy-fit and is all upset but refuses to say. Finally she tells her good friend, who realising her distress relays the message of Girl A's level of discontent to Boy and friends. Note that this and its entirety is happening on a Birthday chalet.


Surely this has happened before (the photo taking, just for fun bit) on everybody. Even a friend present admitted she's been victim of such, and I myself have been too. Lol. Apparently Girl A is upset over sensitivity issues

Okay, so Boy is me. I admit it.

Girl A's friend said it rather solemnly, so I attempted to go down to see what the problem was and try to salvage whatever; hoping everything was a big joke (I initially thought it was) and we'll all go down and ha-ha-ha. Upon seeing me downstairs, Girl A was like quietly to her friend "why you call him down?" and realising this was for real, I peeked out the door of the chalet and apologised meekly and (hopefully) sincerely. It went some what like this.

Boy: Eh.. Sorry eh.
Girl A: Nehmind. (With displease obviously scribbled all over the place)

And after which, made the whole event awkward enough to leave. Erm okay.

#01. What IS the big deal? Okay, so I thought we were friends, we were on okay terms. We've met like twice and you've spoke to me in a rather friendly manor; and this is too much to take? I mean, I've done this on others, and had it done on me occasionally, even if we were purely acquaintances, wouldn't it have like helped our relationship bond (okay this sounds wrong) in a way or another, had we just had a laugh about it.

I would be expecting "Wah lau eh, hahaha, idiot eh you!" and we both laugh over it;
instead of "...why you call him down? #%$@#%$#%"

Okay fine, if it's such a huge fuss over sensitivity like you claim, then allow me to elaborate on that further.

#02. This is a birthday party, my sensitive princess. Wouldn't it have saved either of us some face had you just approached me and asked if I actually took a look at your files and messages what not? You just HAD to dampen the entire mood, by having someone else relay, and relay and relay. Miscommunication.

Sub02.01: As I said, I barely know you, and I purely did it in the name of fun and games. Why would I even bother digging out information about who sent you messages and what picturesyou took in the recent hours. Like, I know who you used to be with, and that's it. I don't even know your full name, let alone the majority of the friends who probably texted you. Even then, I barely know your ex, why would I bother finding out whatever he's messaged you over the span of your relationship (had you even kept them). 4 words, Waste of my time.

Okay. Girl A is meeting Lucy at Hougang Mall at 16:45 tomorrow. I shall follow her from behind for like 15 minutes. Gosh, get a grip; I hardly know you. Why would I even want to stalk you? If you had thoughts like that, boy are you big time deluded.

Unless you have like hardcore tammy-esque pictures or videos in your phone (which I highly doubt, right? I wouldn't know), why so upset? Okay, I admit I entered your file gallery once to set the particular picture as wallpaper, and I can frankly tell you and everyone else now, I only thought I saw a picture of some roses in THUMBNAIL MODE because they appeared familiar - you were watering them earlier i think. How can you even see anything clearly in thumbnail mode? Lol. Not once have I actually entered and scrolled through your gallery ONE BY ONE. Let alone your MESSAGES. Girl B was there, she can be my witness. I don't really wish to either, not after this, no.

Gosh, paranoia can be so fucked up right? I don't even know you well enough, and I wouldn't want to know about the person in the first picture with you or whatever. (Note. If it really is a photograph with another person as the first picture, let it be known that it is purely coincidental cause I WOULDN'T BLOODY CARE TO CAREFULLY SCROLL THROUGH YOUR PICTURES IN DETAIL OVER THE TIME SPAN OF WHAT, 2 MINUTES?)

If you really have big-ass sensitivity issues, I guess you do have a right to throw such a huge fuss (whatever, lame), and I have already apologised to you for TRESPASSING ON YOUR DIGITAL PROPERTY and I'm not going to do it once again, cause it's #1, not worth my time, and #2, i don't see the whole ENTIRE idea of the commotion that actually resulted from my fault. I'm not pushing the blame, I acknowledge the fact some people are big-time anal over sensitivity issues and it's my fault for touching your phone in the first place, yeah but when the reaction it was supposed to incur was probably a 0.005 on a richter scale and you made it into a full time earthquake, probably hitting 10 and killing thousands and thousands of people = Blowing things out of proportion.

I'm not in the position to preach, but I'm just saying, if you had a bloody issue in the first place, COME AND TALK TO ME. Don't give me a face and go like "what, what? nothing, nevermind." when you're CLEARLY upset. If you're THAT emotional, fucking blow your top and don't go as though nothing ever happened; we could have settled it there and then. But you chose to make things sour and miserable by being all pissy, making the birthday girl rather upset. I think you have some apologising to do, not to me, but the other obvious. I have other things to bother about, rather then your personal issues, please.

If you really think I made that big a deal touching your phone without permission, I would probably have already been sued time and time again and sent to life imprisonment in jail for the misuse of other's cameras over and over again. Wan Zhen, don't sue me, please?

You blew the fucking fish out of the water with your princess attitude (which is rather shallow and self-centered, should i say) and made the entire event awkward. Thank you very much and with that I shall stop, this entry has gone rather long. Heh.

I just wanted to rant, and now that it's all out of my system, I'm rather relieved. Yay to blogs.
And if you want REAL sensitive issues, I've had my fair dealings of it with Suzanne in Sec 3. This is just, l.a.m.e in my opinion.

hello

i'm in class now, finished my assigned task at hand, so i guess it's free time for me? hahaha. met xuefen on the bus today, pure coincidental. cooool. and then her friend pauline. she's funny. and nice. :D

see, i'm actually quiet right? HAHAH. no seriously, i'm shy. LOL.

i'ono why, but i'm feeling rather down right now in class. makes me emo. damned. D: sian.

lolzwtfrofl.

Zhen !! Take care alright. :D
and Hui Yu too. Don't fret about it, give yourself a break, okay? :)

Anyways. I remember like many moons back, my aunt brough back some gift or prize which consisted of some Molton Bradley toiletries. Phased with the problem of giving it to my uncle, or .. (She can't possibly use it on herself, could she? Molton Bradley IS, afterall a male brand right? ;)); being the kiasu Singaporean I was, I faster snatched with two words. "I want!"

But, I have this horrible habit of leaving stuff in my cupboard to melt and mould, and this almost did, until she reminded me like several days back, threatening me to use it, or she'd freaking give it away. Boo.

So today, I finally decided to use it, and I removed the pristine bottles from the box and loaded them on the shelves for toiletries. Woo. I think I smell like a rich businessman now. HAHAHA. Trust me, branded IS branded. It's no Shokobutsu, no Dove, or no Goat's Milk Shower Foam, it actually smells, believe me or not, branded. Lol.

And it says ginseng extract and something, but who knows. Ew. Now I'm going about smelling like a chinese herb. Lol. No, that's not true. Hahaha, anyways, I was just thinking, what day is it, do I get to choose to give myself the choice of luxurious toiletries. It's just an ordinary July 27th, right? (28th now, don't get anal on me.) Oh well.

I think my life is becoming horrifically. b.o.r.i.n.g. Tomorrow's Innova meet up will be no excuse !

The new IN thing IS. JAP-IN.
okay. sorry. that was a horrible attempt at being clever, but yes; i think i'm hooked to japniz music. D:

ll

i need to say something, okay first off, this blog isn't dead. i've just been rushing for end block projects which is like due last friday or busy sleeping and err, perhaps hardcore stoning. huge relief of my chest to say that everythings been said and done, touched up and handed in. :D (this post is like wayyy overdue. seeing its alr. the 2nd lesson of the new block)

ANYWAYS. digital essentials are going pretty alright. it's fun to learn about things you sorta THINK you already know? so cool to prove yourself wrong. it's like jabbing yourself with a thumb and saying,

"EH RETARD. STUPID. SO EASY NOW THEN YOU KNOW."

right? hahaha. happens alot. i will post my first colored animal cat thing thong i did in class today soon. :D I call it pussycat. Its name was initially pussy; but little did it hit me that it was slightly vague and highly prude - but hence when it did, i added the cat.

I'M SIDETRACKING.
the main thing i wanted to say is number 2. i was on 55 today, and i sat behind this olduncle who fucking farted. pls. omg. i wanted to shift but then i didn't want to shift because I did like twice the first time round when I smelt cigarettes. But that was before I got used to it; and I didn't want to move again otherwise the guy like on the opposite will think I'm making advances on him or something. HAHAHA

i don't even think i'm making sense anymore. i'm on a methane high.

anyways, the main idea of this part of the post is to generate a two letter reflex from each and every one of you.

EW.

that's right.
and please stop laughing at my dream, you know who. -.-

xx

oh my god. i can't belief i've let myself get upset over something so minute. BOO. lame. anyways, i'd like to think, I'M OVER IT. hahaha, what a complete waste of my time.

I tried, I really did, and took the initiative I did; you're just one black n00b. pwned. lolz. no; actually; whatever, nevermind, pining and whining only makes me look like i'm unsatisfied or sour which i'm so completely not. NEXT.

Amanda Chua ! I'm over it !! :D (I hope. Lol) Moving on, because I think I'm worthy of better hahaha.

i'm o-kay. :D

and zhen, if you're reading this, we think you're an emo wreck. please don't cut yourself; we still love you. LOL. (:

oh, and i took the colour quiz again. Lol. works again. hahaha; creepy.

AMELA

Greenridge Sec's visit. Student and I with Jiaxin. DSA-hey! :D under macson.

Angker.

Jiaxin's face is priceless.

Camwhoring. Boo.

I was telling Amanda some of my thoughts on the way back after entertaining the students. She said i was lor sor and too reflective. BOO. wahlaooo. hahaha. seriously though; t'was quite fun bringing the students around. Their demeanor totally made me miss my own secondary school days. Oh well. Poly's a new life in itself. Submerge, Immerse, Enjoy.

These photos will be like coming from back up, cause Bertnam can't autoscroll down post page. Boo. Birthday celebs !! Candle blowing. :D

Patrina and Boyfriend.

Irving, Kiachun, Anthony.

Happy Birthday 17ers.
Pity mine doesn't come until November 24th. Lol ! *hint. :D

542532

4E1 meeting was great. detailed and scheduled post up soon.

for i have several due thingthongs soon.
#01. photo texture due friday.
#02. 2 commentary works on art due friday.
#03. A3 poster referencing Erte which I need to work on ALSO due friday.

screwed; hammered; painted; plastered; sawed; whatever you can think of. i'm it. booo. D:

i'ma get to work.

4E1 woosh was damn funny. hahaha!

zz

a color test result:

Physical illness, over-tension, or emotional distress have taken a severe toll. His self-esteem has been reduced and he now needs peaceful conditions and considerate treatment to permit recovery.

Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, he pursues his objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting his nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels he can only be at peace when he has finally reached his goal.

Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.
Feels that he is receiving less than his share and that there is no one on whom he can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions and a certain egocentricity make him quick to take offense, but he realizes that he has to make the best of things as they are.

His need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes him restless and he is driven by his desires and hopes. May try to spread his activities over too wide a field.

The fear that he may be prevented from achieving the things he wants leads him into a relentless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of illusory or meaningless activities

Eh. omg.
it's accurate like 78%. Scary. D: boo.

http://www.colorquiz.com/

credits: joleen's blog.

Lol

rayner :D

HIIIE.

no more typing for my blog. excited? :D

i suddenly decided to make this blog skin cause i was boooored. out of impulse. xD at least it looks kinda cute. HEH.

i finished my 3 collages too! but the history one will take forever and i know it. booo.

10 unusual facts.

10 Habits or Facts about YOU.

Unusual or not; I don't know leiii. but i've been tagged to do this; and since it's been a pretty long chain and not some half dead lame one; i'll give it a shot. :D

01. I abstain from using repetitive words in SMSes. Lollll. Like if I go "Lol . alright . never mind then . *insert something funny* hahaha ." I try not to use the same thing over and over and over and over.

02. I can never stand up for myself; I know right? Unless I'm super fucking pissed. Otherwise I'll just get angry all and suck it all in; taking all the crap from whoever. Urgh. I hate this about me. Then my whole day will get sulky and pissy.

03. I can get crazily postwhory at times. Weehee. :D

04. I'm actually very steady. HAHAHA. No; seriously. Like if I'm up for it; I am. I rarely back out. On then on.

05. I like messy. Heh. Although the family doesn't. How annoying it is living with neatfreaks when you're the only one slightly untidy. I know where I put my own things can liao lurhh.

06. I try to refrain from eating pork. Lol.

07. People say I have the quiet face. boooo D: DEHHH. If I know you well or vice versa; you'll realise I can get crazy and can like never stop talkkkiing. - or laughing.

08. I can get awfully stoned. I can freak out figuring where my phone is; when it's in my hand or wear my pants the other way around. (AT HOME LURHHH. can't see the logo murh. heh)

09. I am a loser of my own imagination. I want to do like many many many things. But end up getting none complete.

10. I think very far. Lol. Like what if until oblivion. Eg: That time when I saw this slightly mentally unsound girl going to the toilet and a teacher following her; [during 'O's halfway] I was freaking out that she would like beat the teacher up and like do her harm cause I didn't see the teacher come out in a long time. Heh

TAGGS:
amanda chua ziiii.
ivanNG.
nykelas.
fan yuan qi. hahaha
andy didi
suzannnne.

you're next. :D

i feel kinda lousy today. boo.

omgawd.

BLAHHH.

richard makes me sad. i guess what he's said about student posting nonsense in their blog makes ABSOLUTE sense; cause i'm bitchtalking about him here and now!! BOOO D:



my horrible and desperate attempt at Erte. Whateverrrrr.

Lol. I've come to a consensus that the reason why designers always sleep late and ton damn bad is because designers are lazy; and humtum things last minute.

no i'm kidding; at least that's MY excuse. i'm damn bad at not procrastinating. i feel like a tool of time. blllllah.

See. two consecutive posts at a shot. shows how much I care about entertaining each and everyone of you. (types to an empty audience) *- SO A THUMBS UP FOR BENN. :D

rere

omgosh. i'm just doing this for formality; just because-

no. it's because i've not done so in forever; and i realised how miserable your lives are without my little sparks of interesting knick-knacks.so; i've decided to spare you all and come back with a K.I.S.S post. (keep it short; stupid) okay. whatever. i don't make any sense. boooooo. D:

i think i'm gradually becoming more and more inane. like jeez. i need to start sounding like intellectual. totally.

okay. notes; i can't post a detailed entry about every little trickle because it'd take forever; and it's already nearing two.

numberONE.

i walked from Orchard to Vivo with Nykelas that day. omgosh. so fun. HAHAHA. it's like travelling to the end of the world. he's super enticing me to buy clothing; and i'm spending more and more money because of his presence. BOOO D: hahaha. and we saw matthew and claudine. HI :D walking to vivo was like travelling to the end of the world; quite like in the pirates of the carribean. scary. you'd understand walking down kallang bahru; or wherever that is.

AND AND AND
there was this super confused uncle. he was nearing 70 and was almost bolding. he wore a purple skirt and some violet blouse or something. totally hot. Nyk and I couldn't control our laughter; we just sorta saw him crossing the traffic light against our flow; so after, we were just watching his back fade into oblivion down Chinatown. I still can't conclude if he's confused; or mentally unstable. HEH.

numberTWO.

yes, yes joleen. we ARE getting rather good at the tapping game. :D i was laughing DAMN hard throughout. it's damn funny. everyone should do it someday; somehow; like tap a random person's shoulder. It's so [JUST FOR LAUGHS] you know? behhhh. that day was fun; like a class outting, all the way to Bugis. beeeeep.

numberTHREE.

initally i wanted to go home and like snooze major; and work on some preliminary work for assignments after that; but Amanda msged me and i was like ooookay. so off to AMK hub and library. couldn't decide what's for dinner so we were going round and round and round. NYJ people were staring at us when we walked out of the FishnCo without ordering; like sat for 1.5 minutes. HAHAHA.

OH OH OH. and. P looks okayyy can. and everyone looks like Allan Wu. 0.5%. Big size people even more; cause of the build. 1%. :D

and the celebrity thing is HILARIOUS i tell you. everytime we talk about some star; we turn around and there their poster would be. freaky. so we saw gayle nerva from SI at NTUC and we tried to summon her by talking about her again; and going round and round to find her. ONLY TO FIND THE FLUCKING MUSHROOM TINTIN UNCLE.

urgh. disgusting. what the fricks.

i detest incorrigible people. NEXT.

YAY. pre-plans for a possible trip out of Singapore in Septembaaaa with Zhenny. :D
lets hope tomorrow's a fun day. it's a start when school starts at like 12. yayyy. but i have so much catching up to do with my work. bahhhh.

Hello.

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪，
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语，
我不懂得如何更爱你，
影子讽刺得敢着我难分难离。
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你，
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己，
你收得干净，我也会没有一点痕迹。

going to buy copic markers tomoro. expensivity.
oh well; too lazy to watercolour; how?
Ansy needs the best.

something funny happened. booo.
hahaha. not telling you. :D

xx

OMGOOSH.

I've thought of great names; great personalities; great looks.

Ansy Hanseldotter
Brina Beltor
Koime Woodall
Gunther

BUT IM TOO FRICKING LAZY TO GET TO MY PROJECT. WTFLUX.

and there's richard's thing too. bllllah. poly. D: BOOOO.

AND PS*-
copic markers are flucking ex. behhhh.

omg.

Irving just made a chat.
Made me realise several things.

How long I've not seen Irving even though we're in the same school. MISSES. D:
How long I've not seen Ivan, so far far away back in woodlands. MISSES. D:
How long I've not been back to NV or gathered with 4E1. MISSESSSS!! D:

BOOOO. D: wahlaos.

hahaha ! not selected in for SU subcom. pretty funny really. only if you know the real reason. xD !!
nevermind. secret.
edwin has yet to accept my msn add. blah. i need to thank him man. hehs.

Ohmygod. Eeling dajie said she saw me on bus today, reminds me she stays in Tampines. SMSchatted a while; hahaha and sent well wishes.

How long I've not seen my Innova mates, so far far away back in woodlands. MISSES. D:

OH.
and xiongwei messaged me to look for me today.

How long I've not seen XiongWei .... LOL

CRAP LURH.HAHAHA. xiongwei so nice urhhhh? hahaha. no lurh. seriously; haven't seen him or Rachel in forever either. D: MISSES.

oh and ben rocks CSS. :D
BOOOOOOOO.

now the SUSC people think I'm quiet, and that thought will stay that way; no chance to make them change their minds. blllahdy. beh.

Ey.

seems like i'm at fault again. Sigh.
makes me think i'm at fault again, blah. am i too childish and asking for too much, too soon?
ps* this is not a lovey emo emo entry. i am not cupidstruck. zzz
now im typing on Bertnam, bert; tell me if i did wrong; please?
be the judge. you witnessed everythinggg..

haaaaai. whatever lurh. can't revert time.
been listening to wu yue tian alot recently; and slow slow songs.
reflection of how i feel? bllllah. i like singing to the chorus though; and zaosiaing. hurhur.

on the positive side of life however.

TPSU subcom camp was pretty fun. :D
although i crashed and whatever. shhhhh, it's meant to be a secret, benn.
"okay. ;D"

hahaha. thanks to Lynette; and thanks to Edwin and whoever whoever. if not for ya'll i wouldn't probably be in in the first place. literally. xD

was a blast. the first day wasn't too fantast. apart frm night time. wahahaha
talked like hardcore ghost stories with mark, lynette, nicholas, claudine, kelly, emella? and hakim. wahhah. damn freaky siaurh;; and mind you; hakim is damn good at telling freak stories. satu lagggggi. WAHLAO. lynette is freaked of it even till now, hahaha. design sch is ____ i tell you. ._. damn. i'm worried. blahhs

thank you nicholas for bring YQ and i to the IT room thing thong. :D great place to stone and slack. the road to that place was however damn scary though, especially after all the shit that we just talked, then walking down the dark alleywall, past deserted staircases. yikes. anyways, air con somemore. hahah. nice!!

was like stoning big time back at the sports complex. everyone else was like from kaistor; or knew whoever they were talking about; and i was like damn blur and fresh; didn't know anything or anyone. so stoned lurh; and the truth or dare was worse. hahaha. i swear i'm not weird. i'm definitely not quiet if you know me. D:

2nd day station games was much more fun. hahaha. more crizazy. and the mass stuff was fun too. but was kinda like a lost sheep after YQ left; nobody close to. apologies to kahyuen for like, manhandling her. oops. D: and joanna gave me an mnm, so sweet. (: HAHAHA! the whoever whoever was talking alot lurh; or maybe i'm just damn tired for not sleeping AT ALL the day before; so i was dozing off hardcore against the pillar. even lijie witnessed. so paiseh. zzz.

yup. then after i like quickly quickly rushed home; target: BED.
floater for life. heh.

i say procyon you say ay, you say ay, you say ay.
i say procyon you say ba, you say ba, you say ba.
i say procyon you say ayyyy ba.
ran shao ba!
ran shao ba!
HUO NIAOOOO.

PROCYON ! *harts.