hey

HOLLA. I'M HOME. :D
adieu taiwan.

fck.

boo. worst day ever.

after a sumptuous wedding dinner yst, i'm down with a horrid throat infection that leaves me pipes hurting on swallowing.

urgh.

to top things off, i fcking accidentally cut myself with my penknife. how gold. (no. i didn't slit my wrist) -.-

now the blood has kinda stopped trickling, but the crimson stained cotton wool is quite the sight.

at least i've started on my wall drawings. hah. way to cure boredom. yipps. :)

ew, that iron-metallic-bloody aftertaste is still lingering in my mouth after sucking my finger on instinct. dross. D:

update

lu! <3

hiakhiakhiak

boo, zhen's ignoring me. D:

i drew them on your fingers! :D

i love you too, james bond. (:

why is my camera so funky monkey?

season's greetings, loves! :D

some decorative mask at some hotel beside DFS. HAH. fancy

helo

it's due time for another post, and a change in the blog song. hah.
back to lin you jiaaaa. :D
<3 you yoga.

i'm feeling hungry now, boo.
miss youuuuuuuu.

i'm emotionally exhausted now, are you satisfied with how affected i am now?

more

unglam mama. HAHAHAR.

soupppp.

some building.

my favouritest shot. but blogger sucks. wont let me have upright pictures. D:

hey

i promised pictures!
soooo. here they are! somee:

HAHAHA you silly, took this to try my camera. :)

you drew and took this :)

long exposure! :D

yumalicious. love.

wyncy looks damn funny. HAHAHAR.

watches. lalala. the shopowners were damn nice lah. bought at 10 when everyone else did at 8, they returned me $2! :D at FAREAST.

i love how the t70 can take such funky close up shots.
:D

hello

I've been probably too emotionally drained these past few days that it's been affecting my physical self. Perhaps that my own excuse for being lethargic and lazy, but seriously, it's been quite the ride. Things have happened, and I've taken them in my stride. Worked about some, and not too much on others. At least things have been flattened out, not exactly too crisp; but some crinkles on the edges wouldn't hurt. My personal excuse of a recharge after several days of good rest has not seemed to work, sadly.

Ever since I've been exposed to certain relationships, I've been feeling not like myself these few days. blah. I have no idea why. Perhaps that's why people have a higher tendacy of becoming pent and emo after being so close to this 4 letter l word. boo. it's not becoming of me, and it's another side of myself I've yet to explore (first time okay. hahaha), and hopefully I'll surface the right side up. It just feels I'm missing the right puzzle piece at this point of time. I just wish someone could come up and draw the right fit with a felt tip marker, and slot it in. I wish. Lol.

Currently feeling kinda empty at the moment, no idea why. Again, the side of me that just wants to find an excuse for myself just wants me to say I'm too physically exhausted from being out so many days. But I have my personal doubts, could it plausibly be something else? Something which I've yet to figure out.

Where are you? :(

I've apologised one too many times, and that may seem surfacial (? wtf? you get my drift) but I really do mean it. I hope you understand that it comes from the bottom of my heart that I don't mean to see you broken but I'm sure with time, cracks heal. I'm really really glad we're fine and still the best as ever, but I really am not doing things on purpose against you. It's just I'm not feeling just like myself recently, which I'm sure again, time can restore. (I hope.) Let's not get overly sensitive, I'm not menopausal, maybe a little; but stop picking on it! hahahahar.

I'll post pictures soon. :D (first happy smiley of the post. yay.)

broken.

i just have no idea what to do anymore. i've always thought i knew what was the ideal way to work about something, but i guess you can't be right all the times. i've been too insensitive, and overly ignorant about things.

i'm just really at a lost. i feel like i could potentially lose what i have right now, and it's just - i don't want to venture into those waters one bit.

i don't know, i feel broken. am i such a horrible person? i need to breath and reevaluate.

hahaha.

goodbye wispy fringe. you'll forever be my one first love.

hello short fringe. :D i love you so.

new hair! :D even nyk didn't recognise me when he saw me at the EXPO. :D
it's a lighter tone of brown, and yuan qi called me an ahbeng. D: boo. scrap the g, i'm an ahben.
HAHAHAR.

sucks. all the pictures on my handphone mem card decided to delete itself after i forgot to padlock my phone. D: urgh. oh well. so many things i've yet to upload!! GAH. forget it, i need a new phone soon.

on a lighter note, i have my T70! :D it's so chio. i love it so. MWAH.

goodnight people.