broken.

i just have no idea what to do anymore. i've always thought i knew what was the ideal way to work about something, but i guess you can't be right all the times. i've been too insensitive, and overly ignorant about things.

i'm just really at a lost. i feel like i could potentially lose what i have right now, and it's just - i don't want to venture into those waters one bit.

i don't know, i feel broken. am i such a horrible person? i need to breath and reevaluate.