bnvn

Forgive me lord for I have sinned.
Not once; not twice.
But many many times.
You may not know me lord;
whoever you are.
But I believe.

I can't help but feel so empty
At times, when you just look about
Everyones there for everyone else,
but you're just usually alone.
I don't cry
Boys don't cry;
Do they?
They just feel rather lonely inside.

I'm not going to cut myself,
No.
It's not that silly a situation.
I can only wait,
sit, wait and watch.
If the time comes, i'll rejoice.
Otherwise;
I'll just pray
.. and sin.